Still my C, though I want you not to be

Do you linger in thoughts of me
As I do for you

Do you ache sometimes still
As I do for you

Do you feel this emptyness
As I do for you

Do you wish for other things
As I do for you

Do you want an end to the heartache
As I do

This one is for you

Your anger is misplaced
I have done nothing to you

I stand here only to comfort
Waiting for you to need me

Like it or not
It's there inside

It's not weakness
It shows strength to show
this need

You're not alone

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Don't bite
Don't hide
Come a little closer
I want to see inside

Is that really you
Or what you want to be

There is a time and place for biting
A time and place for hiding
Not here
Not now
I want to see inside

:(

You're almost gone
Is that a relief?
I don't think so
It's more sadness
that grows
As you fade

Time.....

So much time has passed
Yet so many things are still the same

My heart is still broken
You are still gone

Forward? Forget?

I try to move forward
It's so much easier said then done

To forget would be to pretend
Pretend that it never was

I don't want to lie
My heart won't let me

So in this heartache I will remain
Hoping, wishing for your love again

Then

Press forward
Move along
Don't look back

I am told so very often

I don't want to press forward
I want to look back
I don't want to move along

I was happy then

One thing you must know

I think you must remember one thing my darling dearest....People only tell you, what they want you to know. Honesty and the truth are of very little consequence.